She Leads Confidently
2018 Theme – Vulnerability
Vulnerability, I have always had a fear of vulnerability. Coming from a chaotic childhood where the strong preyed upon the weak I learned never to show a weakness.
Weakness or Vulnerability caused pain and I truly wanted to avoid that part. But over the years it has manifested into me almost shutting down certain emotions. An odd example is I refuse to really show sickness or pain. If I’m sick I will totally fight through it. If I hurt I will not go to the Doctors figuring I am tough and can take it.
Truly not the most healthiest attitude for sure. It has taken until my late 50’s to understand I am no longer that little girl that can be hurt emotionally and physically. I am a ‘grown ass women’ who can, when forced to, inflict equal amounts of pain. Of course, I don’t and would never consider it. My point? I’m not a 6 years old girl anymore and to become the person I am here to be I must stand in my own personal power.
Time to Stand in my POWER!
Standing up in my power is yet another Vulnerability.
I was in a meeting and knew the answers but hesitated to say anything. I sat back until I thoughts enough of this crap. I am ready to stand in my greatest good!
You are ENOUGH!
You are more than enough, you are perfection. Always believe in yourself and all your amazing gifts.
You’re more than enough you’re perfection.